« Song page for Yearbook
A picture in the yearbook staring me down
All year with this more than infatuation
I can't touch her and I hear her voice to me
It calls, and all my bravery
Falls grounded by the thought of it all
I look in the yearbook chasing me in my head I'm mistaken
I am making her more than a person could've been
But I believe in my own lies instead of pain it's anger I feel
Because I made it unreal in my head
She is real, I am crushed
Lost up here, lost in a rush oh oh
Details are killing me and I am torn away
From all the little things she'd say
Picture in nice frame
Real nice firewood now
More than contentment
I could wish I understood now why
I'm stuck here in this place
I can't bail away
She can see it, now I'm scarred
No matter what I say
She is real, I am crushed
Lost up here, lost in a rush oh oh
Details are killing me and I am torn away
From all the little things she'd say
All the idiosyncrasies are what everyone can not see
Should've never succeeded this far
All the idiosyncrasies are what drive me
You were just distorted and scarred
She is real, I am crushed
Lost up here, lost in a rush oh oh
Details are killing me and I am torn away
From all the little things she'd say